Well it looks like its going to happen! Domina had her lunch date with her new perspective sub and it went well. The time for her luncheon came and I told her I loved her and I wished her to have a wonderful date. It was about two hours before I heard from her again. One hour makes sense for lunch, but after two hours I realized I was pretty anxious. I didn’t think anything would happen physically but the mind starts to create scenarios after a while. I tried to keep busy at work and listened to some talk radio at my desk, but my cock had become raging hard and impossible to ignore.
To make a long story short, as this is really Domina’s to tell you about, we were IM chatting a little later in the afternoon to reconnect. At first it sounded like it was lovely date and that was going to be about it. Then Domina tells me she is IMing with ‘e’ as well and they have agreed that they want to see each other again and that they would like it to be sexual. She was discussing the terms of his submission and told me she would inform me of those parameters after they had been fully negotiated. From that moment on I’ve been on a submissive high. Their next date is scheduled for Friday morning at which time I will most likely be officially christened a cuckold.
The night after her luncheon we made plans to be together. We needed to make sure we were both lock step together on this. A few months back we discussed it length that it was within the parameters of our relationship that she could begin having sexual relations with other men and that I agreed I would no longer have any rights to object. (though naturally I’m allowed to voice my feelings as I know Domina would never do anything to jeopardize our relationship) I also vowed my acceptance that there would never be any quid pro quos as she would never tolerate me touching another woman. However, this conversation was as I said a few months back and things suddenly had the element of reality. The cuckold/multi sub concepts had suddenly become tangible and it was neede that we spend some intimate time together.
So that night we discussed event and eventually made passionate love. I can’t remember the last time I had an orgasm, and so as you can imagine I could have realistically been hard almost the entire day anyway. After a lot of touching and petting I was finally allowed to enter her. From the word go I was trying to be careful not to accidently cum. Domina was dripping wet she was so hot and bothered. She asked me why I was so excited about the fact that I would soon be her cuckold. Yes, it’s true that it’s about as deep an act of submission as can be which makes us happy. But suddenly I realized something that is so thrilling. Some of the most exciting and earth quaking sex we ever had was when we first started dating. Everything was unknown, fresh and new. I know we can’t quite ever recreate that beautiful time, but this is very similar. Domina is experiencing that first date excitement and suddenly it’s like we can both feel like we did when we first made love.
I don’t expect you all to understand it. A year or so ago I wouldn’t have understood it either and thought I would never consent to such a lifestyle. But doubt me not! As our long term readers know Domina has great difficulty having vaginal orgasms. I’ve only known her to have 2 that didn’t need the clitoral assist in the many years we have been together. The first one happened that very first time we made love. I was hubris at the time, confident in myself, that it was just business as usual for me. But the second time has waited all the way until this past week when she is upon the precipice of having another lover.
Domina tells me often how I’m the best lover she’s ever had. But the truth is I know I’m not as good a lover as we were when we started out. It’s not deteriorating skill or lack of desire on my behalf. It’s simply that I hardly ever am allowed to cum. Further, as much as Domina loves some penis, over 99% of her orgasms don’t require it. I can’t take her with animalistic reckless abandon because I will lose control. Intercourse with me is more sweet and steady now. Sometimes we have to make love for 10 or 15 minutes before I can build up enough resistance to the urge of cumming. What I typically can’t do now is the all out, hard as you can, bang. I've had to sacrifice that one arrow from my quiver. I wouldn’t last 2 seconds. And even though I don’t think it’s what Domina typically wants, I think every woman, including her, needs that sometimes.
As we made sweet love, she bucked me like a horse. She wanted deeper harder faster. She confided in me how I wasn’t able to always make love to her how she wanted but she can’t allow me to cum. Basically the behavioral benefits of denial are far greater than the on demand all out bang. Telling me about my inadequacies and her ability to get more dick only seemed to fuel her dominance as her wetness continued to rush from her loins. Still, I knew my cock had to feel good. I was engorged 110% and after making love for a long time my thrusts gained strength and power. Full long trusts with my entire penis which felt as if it had even more girth and length than usual. I filled her like a balloon. She came hard and told me how she climaxed vaginally.
We fell asleep exhausted. When the sun came up I was still fully erect and dripping. I caressed her body at length. I wanted to make love to her again so badly. She wrapped her fingers around my shaft and gently squeezed me. The pleasure of this was enough to make me collapse against her. “We need to start milking you occasionally” was all she said. The days since have been filled with messages going back and forth of how much we love one another as Friday morning looms on the horizon.
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