D's Got a Date and Other Matters

And I'm a little nervous! : )

I am meeting my long time friend, e. e is one of the very first people I met in the "lifestyle" about 6 or 7 years ago when I first started looking into D/s. He was wonderfully patient and supportive with me, and has been since we met. We have chatted off and on over the last few years. I met e when he was a Dom and I "thought" I was a submissive, haha. He really helped me figure out I was Domme, and has been nothing but supportive. e now feels that he is more submissive then Dom and looking to fulfill some of his desires in the submissive world. I am getting wet as I type this.....wow.

So we are having lunch on Wednesday, and I am not sure what this is the beginning of, but right now it is just two friends having lunch. Well, one friend has told the other friend to wear pink panties to lunch, and that I will be checking for the panties in the parking lot before or after lunch; so I am not sure that it is really just two friends having lunch, but we will see how things go....haha.

As I recall (and from shared photos) e is pretty hot! Hotter than I am, for sure, maybe not as hot as my pet, but definitely HOT! So that is exciting : ) Wonder what I will wear? hmmmm.....pet is aware of my date and fully supports it. In fact, when I told him that I was meeting e for lunch and e had been instructed to wear pink panties, which I would be checking on, his reply was "that's so hot." So....I think pet is ok with my date : ) We discussed it some more and made sure that this was what we both wanted, and it is. pet desires to be cuckolded, and I need some cock. Alot of cock as a matter, and I am just not getting enough. pet will tell you that that it is the truth, so I am not hiding anything there from anyone.

pet and I are also having dinner tomorrow night with our long-time friends W and j. W and j are getting ready to leave the country for several years, so we are looking forward to seeing them both before they go : ( We are sad that they are leaving but understand that this is an amazing opportunity for them both and support them 100%. We will miss them though!! : (

Ok, so on to other matters:

I am still on the job hunt, I have had some good interviews, and have some more scheduled for this week, so hopefully something will pop for me soon. Things are getting pretty tight financially, and I am just ready to go back to work. Truly.

Things have been pretty stressful for pet with his family. I feel rotten for him, and neither of us are really getting what we need right now, unfortunately. pet has been depressed for a little while, just not feeling his happy self, and I totally understand it, he is fully entitled. Unfortunately, I don't know what to do for him; how to help him, and he has not been feeling submissive. Meanwhile, I have not been feeling very dominant, due to my job situation, and other reasons, so we just have not been doing too great lately. For some reason we have just been off for a bit, but today things seems to be picking back up in a more positive direction : ) pet seems to respond very well when I talk about cuckolding him, and fucking other men. It seems to bring his submission to a whole different level. he says that he feels submissive today for the first time in many days. So that is good : )

I have also been doing some whining about not getting enough romance. Not wanting to be D/s and wanting more vanilla romance. Oh well, that kind of went out the window today, today all I want to do is dirty things to everyone! haha. Dirty things to pet, dirty things to e. I am VERY horny today, and it has been awhile since pet and I made love so I am really missing my cock. Really bad.

Oh well, maybe I will get some dick on Wednesday, that would be good, and different dick at that. We will see how things go : )

Anyway, things have just been a little rough for pet and I the last few weeks. His family issues, my lack of job stress, I am still not really sure what is going on with pet, I know he is a little depressed, but something still does not seem right there....sigh. Oh well, he said he felt submissive today, so that is a good sign.

We were supposed to have a date tonight, but pet is not feeling well, he has a headache and just feels crappy he says, I saw him at lunch and he did look like he was in pain, poor thing : ( So, maybe no date tonight. Oh well.

Other things are pretty good, pet and I continue to have a great relationship with his kids, and we are getting closer all the time : ) We have started talking about moving in together, and hopefully that will be able to happen sometime in late Fall or early Winter. We shall see. I need a job first, then we can figure what kind of place we can rent, or if at all possible, that we can buy. We will just have to see how it all shakes out. Alot of that depends on what kind of job I get and how much I am making, so no pressure there.....sigh.

My fam is pretty stable right now, my brother-in-law's cancer is at bay for the time being and he is responding well to the chemo, but we will see how that is going. But my peeps all seem to be holding up ok, so that is good.

I am teaching pet's oldest to cook while I am home, so that has been really enjoyable for both of us, and some very nice time together : )

I guess that's it for now-have a great week all!

-D