Status Update

Ok, so my last post was pretty angry, yes?

Yes, I know it was. Well suffice to say that anthony and I had a very serious, and VERY productive talk the other night. I think we had alot of miscommunication working, and I think we understand each other's perspectives MUCH better now, so I am very, very, happy about that. I am very happy about him being very honest with me about how he is feeling. He actually said something pretty harsh to me, which is not normally his nature, but I was pretty shocked by it, and we obviously needed to examine his feelings more on the matter.

We seem to be doing very well since the talk : ) Yesterday was a really good day for us, very good communication and even a little D/s thrown in. I had a made a date with "e" for lunch today, but that did not work out, he has alot going on at work, and I have alot that I want to get done today as well. So we are working on re-scheduling that for next week.

pet and I made love this morning, and it was very nice : ) Been awhile since we have done the morning thing, as we are always so rushed in the morning, but we had a few moments this morning so we took them : ) Sometimes you have to take the moments when they come!

So today is a good day : ) I am looking forward to seeing pet later and spending some time with him this weekend. His youngest's birthday is tomorrow, and we will be celebrating at our State Fair, a family outing, so that will be nice : )

He has to have a talk with the ex later, so I am sure that he is not looking forward to that, but I am hopeful that it will be quick, and he can extracate himself when needed.

His oldest and I spent alot of time yesterday re-arranging things in the house, putting things away, so that has made me much better and more settled. We still have alot to do to get me all settled in, but we are working on it slowly but surely.

I love my pet, and want to be with him, I want our relationship to work, and I pray that we keep talking and communicating and work through these transitional issues.

I am so very much in love with him-

More later-

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