So....
It would seem that I am truly getting into this cuckolding thing.
I met Dom D today. He is a nice man, but not sure how I feel about him just yet for a number of reasons:
1) I am not used to dealing with a dominant man in my life, I mean, there are a few, but as a Domme, I don't really let them phase me..
2) He challenges me; which, on the one hand, is a good thing, but on the other hand, I am not used to it, so I find it mildly irritating..
3) He is articulate, a good conversationalist, smart, and interesting, but we really did not have much time today, so I did not get a good read on him really..
4) I find him attractive, but I find pet and e much more attractive, he is very tall, and athletic thin, and his body is very nice, he showed me some of it via webcam, and as he says "he does not have any problem attracting women" and I can see, he is distinguished-looking.
He suggested that we have a happy hour sometimes in the next few weeks, and perhaps get a room and "play" afterwards....not sure how I feel about that just yet. First, I don't really know him; and I am not sure he is really willing to put in the time to get to know me. We will see how that all plays out. I would be interested in getting to know him better, for sure.
As pet mentioned, things were different with e. I have known e for a looooooooooog time, we had a history, and I always found him wonderful. But, maybe I felt this way years ago when I met e at first as well, who knows? I sooooooooo can't remember that now. Haha. It's been a long time. I just remember feeling so comfortable with him from the beginning, and he has been a good friend and listener from Day 1. I think that is one of the things that made me want to be with e in a physical sense, that he had always been so nice, and so supportive over the years that I have known him. Always. Gotta love e : )
I am pretty excited that e and I might be able to have a date in the morning : ) We could have had a date today, but I could not get it together fast enough to meet him, ugh. I only had a quick coffee date with Dom D, my time with e would have been MUCH more thorough, AND satisfying for sure : )
With the holiday upon us, pet and I are working through the arrangements and the family stress. Actually, the actual day of Thanksgiving should be wonderful for us : ) The kids are going with their mother and her family for the day; so pet and I will have the whole day alone together for "giving thanks." hee, hee. We can't wait to spend that time alone together : ) My family is waiting to have the holiday on Friday, so that the kids can join us. It will be our first holiday with my family and the kids, so I am very happy and excited! : ) Good stuff!
e informs me that he read my fantasy on the blog earlier today, and he likes it, and would be willing to participate, but he would prefer that pet be naked and hogtied and cuffed....it's not really his call, and he knows that, it's my call, but I could certainly get into that! Woohoo! Good to know that e is willing, he knows that it has been a fantasty of mine for a long time to be with two men. I just have not figured out all the logistics yet : ) Who will be where, doing what...etc. If anyone has any thoughts, I am certainly open to any and all suggestions! : )
So, all this play, and time with my pets will come to a screching halt next week, I am sure, when I return to work full-time. Ugh. I am going to miss having th e time to chat with everyone and get to know people. Bummer. But I will be SO grateful to have an income again! Woohoo! I think alot of my self-confidence and self-esteem will return with that as well.
pet has expressed an interest in spending more time with our friends D and g. We had such a great time with them a few weeks ago, so I will reach out to them shortly and try to schedule something. I think pet's interest really lies in having D and I dress him and g up in their feminine garb and see what happens. Could be very interesting : )
So this cuckolding thing. I have been having some very hot fantasies about having one man fuck me while pet watches. A few days ago I had a very hot fantasy about two cops showing up at our door; and I assured them that I thought that we could "work something out." I called pet to come home from work, and when he came home, one of the cops had me up against the wall, facing the wall, while he fucked me from behind, while the othe cop stood by rubbing his cock getting ready to fuck me. When pet arrived, I told him to stand off to the side and watch. Now, not that most women don't have some kind of "oh, Officer, isn't there something I can do to get out of this ticket fantasy?" But the twist, of course, was making pet watch. The more I think about that, the hotter it gets!! Woohoo!! I never, ever, thought I would feel this way, but then again, I never thought I would any of the things pet and I have done together either. So there you go...
I think most women have fantasies about being with two men at once, again, the twist is pet being made to watch, while I enjoy myself, of being made to service the other cock in the room. pet is very amenable to this fantasy, very willing to serve and make this happen for me, so the longer I think about it, the hotter it gets, and the more and more excited I get about actually making it happen.
As usual, scheduling and timing are always an issue. And, as an added bonus, we got some news last weekend...pet's youngest child has expressed a desire to come live with us, full-time, as well. While pet and I are both thrilled that she wants to do this, and we are very happy, this also means even less alone time for us, and time to make our fantasies come true. That whole process will take a long time, and of course, some drama with his ex...but if that is truly what she wants, then of course, we will do our best to make it happen. Another court battle on the horizon I fear, but we love her so much, I would not have her be anywhere else : )
Lately, the last few mornings, I have been violating pet's ass before he gets in the shower to head into work. I find that this is a nice way to start the day, exploring his anus with my fingers, and getting him hard first thing : ) Of course, pet wakes up with quite the hard-on for me every day, but this just adds a little something extra to our morning. pet has also started having to wear his garter belt every day this week. Next on my agenda for pet is the daily wearing of a bra, but I need to fit him for a proper bra first, can't have too much showing underneath his T-shirt and dress shirt now can we? : ) pet is also back to shaving his legs on a regular basis, and he is quite smooth : ) Or rather SHE, my Marisa-pet is quite smooth these days : )
Dom D has asked for pictures of my breasts. Honestly, I don't have any right now I don't think, but maybe I should have pet take some? Might be nice to have some, as they are quite nice and round and full : ) I really have no right to be proud of them, I mean, it's only by sheer genetics that I have them. All the women in my family are top-heavy. I did catch Dom D opening oogling them today, and I can't decide if it bothers me or if liked it? Been awhile since I have been openly oogled by anyone but pet. I never see e openly oogle me, but that's ok : )
Wow, how random is this post? haha. Guess my head is all over the place. Oh well! Such is the life of this Crazy Domme!
More to cum-
-D
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