Cuckoldress is Rising

Well, for those of you who are curious, Domina had her date with ‘e’ confirmed this morning. Inquiring minds want to know, right? In fact, I’m in the act of being cuckolded right now as we speak. I know, hot! The office today is pretty much dead. I have a few reports I need to send out before the holiday really kicks in, but mainly I’m here doing a little work while I’m alone with my thoughts.

I remember when we started talking about the introduction of cuckolding into our relationship and gathering information about it. One woman’s advice was a warning about the genie in the bottle that would be released. You need to be prepared for what will happen. Once she has learned to embrace cuckolding and allows herself to be fully free to enjoy the liberation and excitement, there is really no turning back. I feel like we are in that transitional phase. Domina is chatting with other men and we exploring fantasies that few people allow themselves to entertain. Every step of the way she is careful to look back at me and make sure we are ok and that the love between us is as strong as ever. The transition isn’t always a piece of cake for me either. No matter now jealous I sometimes feel or horny I may get, it’s more important than ever to be obedient and supportive. For her to feel empowered and confident in our relationship, I have to kiss on her, love on her, and follow instructions. Instructions include the big rules like wearing my panties and not cheating with myself. I know many of you out there you wouldn’t understand this, but if I did things such as resist her efforts to feminize me or sneak off to gratify myself in secret, it would have serious repercussions to us as dominant and submissive couple. As her inner cuckoldress emerges, I need to be ever vigilant that she has no doubts of my submission and love. As submission is a sign of love in our relationship, it makes my obedience ever more tantamount.


Yesterday was a rough day. Except for a dinner date, I spent the entire day working. Our finances, the lingering ex, holiday angst, the children issues… the stress has been mounting. Domina and I both have frustrations and are both entitled to our overdue melt downs. I’m sorry, Maam, I was not as excited as usual about your big date. I didn’t mean to detract from the enjoyment of your experience by not being more supportive this morning. I was just flat wiped out. I do want you to know how very much I love you and want you. This is what things looked like with me while you were enjoying yourself on your play date. I can’t wait to be with you this weekend! I am happy to be your submissive cuck as we face the mental and emotional transitions together. I am so lucky to be with you. I love you.

-a