Things are looking up for team Domina. Having received her offer letter and working out how to cover the bills to fill the gap, she is definitely getting back in her normal groove. When she is happy, it means she is much more assertive, dominant, and sexual.
Recently, we’ve met another submissive on-line in another state that looks to need some friends to talk to. He’s little more than introduced himself to me, but had a few interesting conversations with Domina. In describing his circumstances, he admitted that he is cuckolded by his wife. He sounded rather distraught because she like to suck her lover’s penis, but has decided not to do that for sub hubby any more. No one ever said agreeing to be a submissive cuckold would always be fun and easy. Obedience and inferiority are elections that require effort. This is what renders value in these lifestyle decisions.
Fast forward to yesterday. I was sitting at my desk cranking my work. I had Domina on chat so we could be connected through the day. As being virtually close like that often makes me happy, I had an erection through much of the afternoon. This in turn was helping build up the sexual tension within me. This is a little embarrassing to admit, but I was quite wet at a few times during the day. At one point I was in the restroom. Dropping my panties, my cock was standing at ridged attention when I sat down. This is when I noticed how truly backed up I am. When a man is really horny, it’s not unusual for him to have a leaky penis. Precum is usually a clear juicy substance. Yesterday’s precum for me wasn’t clear. The droplets that formed atop my penis were filled with a creamy white cloud. My balls appear to be so heavy with cum that it’s busting out to escape me at any chance available.
Returning to my desk, I focused on my work, but no relief was in sight. Domina told me she was chatting with sub e. She was firming up her plans to dominate and fuck him later this week. That’s when it felt like the brick wall hit. I felt every bit the effects of her emasculating designs. There I was. I could feel the smoothness of my shaved legs. I was keenly aware on my polished nails and lacy undergarments. The wetness of my unsatisfied cock soaked through my pants. And Domina just told me she was making her plans to fuck another man.
To say the least, this was a very moving moment for me. I felt very emasculated, very inferior, and very submissive. My thoughts went back to this other sub Domina had been chatting with. What if Domina ever told me that she was going to stop sucking my penis, but would enjoy that activity with someone else? I realized in that situation I would have the fortitude to accept humiliation and lovingly embrace hardship it would be. I am Domina’s sissy cuckold and as long as this is our lifestyle I have no right to object. It is only by her grace that I’m allowed to be inside her at all.
A competitive jealousy rose up in me. I knew she was most likely telling e how she was horny for him and couldn’t wait for their time together. I wanted to be the sexual object he probably was at that moment. If Domina is going to have sex with others I need to make sure I remain a good lover so she will desire me most. I must remain on the sexually frustrated so that my cock can be hard anytime Domina wants it to play with. Domina has a burning desire to let herself go and give pain. I need to be more open to harsher treatment so she knows she can get that from me as well. I offered up my ass to her in case she wanted to work out some anxiety that evening. Most of all, I know that my submission holds her interest and I felt the pull to be of more service to her.
As Domina methodically continues her program to feminize me and exercises her rights as a cuckoldress, I am embracing the humiliation and jealousy so that it drives me to be a better submissive. The results of which make us very happy and draw us intimately close.
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