Little Hot Times

Good Morning All-

As most of you know already, I have been struggling with the whole no job/no income, being a burden to pet thing these last few months. That, has of course affected our intimate times. And for some reason, I am so tired when I hit the bed at night that I keep falling asleep on him : ( whoever thought that you could be so tired from NOT working???

I have to say that I am productive though, most days. Laundry done, house cleaned, dinner fixed, errands run, etc, in additional to looking for, and interviewing for jobs, talking and following up with recruiters, etc. And talking to the people who want money from me that I don't have : ( I will be SO happy to get back to work!!! Isn't that funny?

Anyway, had an interview that went very well yesterday, a 2nd interview and I think the job offer is coming in the next few days, but we will see. I am VERY worried about my credit rating and how that will affect the offer.....pet says not to worry so much, but I don't know, in this job market I am afraid that they will decide to go with a candidate that does NOT have the credit issues that I do : ( Ugh, so my anxiety is really high right now, which really messes with my sex drive. BUT, pet looks so good these days, and he is being amazingly supportive to me right now that I just want him SO much!!!

Last night, I forced myself to stay awake so that we could at least spend a little time together. So pet and I had a quick dinner, he bought me Sonic as a little treat for doing so well in the interview : ) I love Sonic!! haha. We would be working for the same company, IF I get the job, so we are both kind of excited about that, working just two blocks apart, we could see each other for lunch on a regular basis and commute in together if we wanted to : ) So....I am praying very hard that all goes well and I get this offer...please send me all your positive thoughts!!

So we had a nice little quick dinner, spent some time with his oldest, and then took a nice walk in the cold. I just LOVE Fall, this is my favorite time of year, and I love walking with pet, it is nice to just walk for awhile and hold his hand : )

We got home and he had a little computer work to do, and then we went to bed. We held each other and kissed, and stroked each other, and I had pet rub my feet. It is so nice to go to bed with him every night : ) I really enjoy living with him : )

So finally I start to stroke pet's cock, and I let him eat my pussy for a bit, I knew that he wanted to make love, but I did not really have the energy for that last night, the interview, and the stress of the day, really wiped me out.

So I stroke pet's cock for a bit, he is SO horny and desperate for me, and I LOVE it when he gets like that : ) The desperation is all over his face....eyes half closed, he is in the sub-space in his head, and I can definitely see it. My cock was dripping, dripping, dripping. He says that he leaves big wet spots in his panties at work when he gets horny for me there, and I think that that is soooo hottttt!

I continued to stroke pet, stopping often because he is on the verge of cumming alot, and we can't have that, now can we? : ) It is painfully obvious that he is not going to be able to enter me and make love without spilling his load, so I tell him that I will just "do it myself," and proceed to stroke my clit while he watches and strokes my cock. This is very hot for both of us, and we do this often when we don't really have the energy to make love. Eventually I cum, staring up into my love's face while he strokes his desperate, straining cock, and looks as if he is on some sort of opiate-based drug : ) he really does look very high when he is in the sub-space, and I love that look, he is beautiful that way : )

I allowed him to beat my cock for awhile, and I went on to sleep.

This morning, I asked him to take his oldest to school (I usually do that) and I stayed in bed, trying to relax, again, my anxiety is ridiculously high, waiting on this job offer, so I am having a hard time relaxing at all. Sigh. So pet comes back and crawls back into bed for a bit, I tell him of my anxieties, and he is very sweet and encouraging, telling me that he thinks it will ok. I truly hope so. We shall see.

Once I settle down, I start to stroke him again, and he gets hard instantly, he woke up hard for me as well : ) My cock is again VERY drippy and I feed him some of the pre-cum from my fingers. He says he "wants to be inside you so bad," so I said ok, pet always has to ask before he is allowed to enter me. He entered me and he felt SO good, and he was so very grateful to be inside me : ) He could not move much, or very fast, and we did not have much time as he had to shower to get to work, but our love-making was sweet and wonderful : ) Finally, I removed him from me and stroked myself to orgasm while he watched, and rubbed his cock up against me a bit. Then he went off to the shower, cock still VERY hard. I asked him if he wanted to beat it in the shower, and he said that he didn't think he had time.

Off to work pet goes : )

Since I very much enjoy looooong lovemaking sessions with pet, and I am not a big fan of the quickie, I am calling these intimate moments "little hot times." As they are not really your standard quickie, but just brief intimate interludes, which is all I really have energy for right now, so that is good.

I can't wait until some of my stress is alleviated and pet and I can get back to our regular hots for each other! : )

We have heard from some of our friends, D and g, and they are looking to get together, so we are both hoping to work that out for this weekend. They have had some trials and tribulations the last few months as well, and it will be good to see them. They got married a few months ago, and we have not seen them since they got married : ) It will be very nice to be social with people of our like-thinking, and be open. pet is very excited about that, as am I. It is a bit of a strain, not being able to open at home, with the kids around all the time, and us not really having much time alone at all. But, we are managing, it will be just be nice to see them if we can work that out soon : )

Ok, I think that's it for now-have a great day all!

Oh! And here is today's panty pic, enjoy! : )

-D