A Very Different Day-Sunday

Ok, so Saturday was good, it ended up with a screaming orgasm for me Saturday night, so this is a good day right? So...what happened to Sunday, you may ask? The answer is I have no fucking idea really. Sigh.

It started out rough, I had had a very restless night with the asthma, not able to sleep well, even with a sleeping pill I only got a few hours of sleep and that made me feel like crap. I tried to push through it though...pet offered to make me a nice breakfast of French toast, one of my favorites, and I decided to take a morning walk, so I got dressed for that. I thought the walk might help the breathing, exercise often does, slow, gentle exercise, of course.

So I started eating breakfast and I just didn't feel good. Lack of sleep, the breathing; I have to say, that there is nothing quite as frustrating and uncomfortable as not being able to take a deep breath when you want to! So I got upset and left the table to lay down. pet came to check on me, and a few minutes later I heard dishes in the kitchen....dammit!! The fucking dog had gotten to my French toast!! That was it; I proceeded to have what I refer to as a "full-speed-come-apart." I was just over it...everything.

I was over feeling bad, not being able to breathe, trying to deal with the damn dog (this is not his first time taking food that does not belong to him) being unemployed, being broke, trying to look for a job, trying to deal with our local unemployment commission, trying to make a home for anthony and his kids, trying to do everything and be everything right for everyone, just over it. So, I did what I do sometimes and sat down and cried. Just broke down. Poor anthony, he really is so good at dealing with me. He knows the tremendous amount of pressure I put on myself to do, and be, everything to everyone, and how, periodically, it sends me over the edge....and I just have to let go. He is wonderful during these times.

He strokes my back, tells me it will be ok, tells me he loves me, tells me that he knows things will be less stressful and anxious for me when I am employed again, he even tells me that he thinks I am sexy, can you imagine?? Red-faced, eyes swollen, heaving sobs, and the man manages to tell me, with a straight face, how much he desires me, and wants me, and as an added bonus he has a hard-on!! Can you believe it?? Now that did make me laugh : ) He always knows how best to diffuse me when I think I am really going to crack up and someone is going to have to take me away to the funny farm...I love him SO much!! I am SO lucky, and need to count my blessing so much more than I do. God knows he would be at the top of my list!! : )

So after while, like I always do, I calmed down. Took a little time alone, and anthony took a little nap. Somewhere in the middle of my crying jag I asked anthony if it would be ok if I canceled our evening dinner plans with D and g, our friends. anthony agreed, and he was so good about it, and wonderful, that it made me not want to cancel our plans at all. anthony has really been looking forward to our dinner plans, and was very excited when I said that I working with D on a dinner plan for this weekend, so I really hated to disappoint him, he has been SO good to me these last few months....

So, I did not cancel our plans, I decided to suck it up and stick it out and go. And I know, for me, sometimes, if I force myself to go out and see people, even when I REALLY don't feel like it, I can fend off what might be a nasty bout of depression. And I really did want to see D and g, they are such nice people, and my not wanting to go had nothing to do with them, I was just in a very bad place that morning.

So anthony and I spent a little time watching some TV and cuddling on the couch, and I got hot, so I got naked. Now, mind you, I was NOT the least bit interested in sex when I got naked, it was purely for temperature control purposes. See, I have been exercising lately, and eating a little less, and I have take off a little weight. Unfortunately, this makes my hot flashes worse, as the estrogen that is stored in my fat cells is released, causing more hot flashes...I mean seriously....really?? I am trying to do something good for my body and now I have to put up with more flashes???? Good grief Charlie Brown. I feel like the Halloween episode of Peanuts "It's the Great Pumpkin Charlie Brown" where he looks down at the bag of "candy" and says "I got a rock." Ugh...so the increased flashes is another thing that has kind of put me over the edge lately. And anthony's kids like the house really warm, and of course I have been dying...another reason I am not getting much sleep. But, I am sure that my body will adjust in time, this is the first winter we are all living together, and I just need to adjust to how they keep the house temperature.

Anyway, we are on the couch, so I decide to start playing with anthony's cock; which, is already hard, because I am naked : ) That's got to make a girl feel sexy right? And it does : )

Our show ends and I decide to take anthony to the bedroom. God love him, he just goes with it, knowing that I have been a crying hot mess just a few hours before this, I wouldn't go anywhere with me naked if I were him, lol, but he trusts me, thank God! : )

So in the bedroom, I have him undress and we cuddle and snuggle on the bed, finally he climbs on top of me and enters me...I am a little dry, but I like it like that sometimes, I like him to enter me and then make my pussy wet as we go...good stuff! It kind of depends on my mood.

We make love and it is hotttt!!! I was very worried about my breathing in all of that activity, but I have decided that anthony's cock is the magic cure for asthma! As we make love, I begin to breathe better, and I had an amazing screaming orgasm, after which, I feel VERY good. The breathing is better, the tension in my body is released, all thanks to the Magic Cock of Anthony!

We rest for awhile; anthony is still desperately hard and horny, just the way I like him. I beat his cock alot, never allowing him to cum, and I feed him the pre-cum off of his cock. He loves this : ) We decide we will take a shower together, to get ready for our dinner plans, and I am very glad now that I did not cancel our plans, because I am feeling much better, and am very happy and excited to see our friends : )

This was ONE HOT SHOWER!! I am not even sure why, but all of the sudden I felt very dominant and was slamming anthony up again the wall in the shower, taking kisses from him, thrusting my tongue into his mouth, biting him in different places, forcing my fingers into his ass, pushing, pushing, pushing my fingers into his ass and pulling, pulling, pulling on his cock! : ) Kind of like Dr. Dolittle's PushMe-PullYou....anybody remember that one? hahaha.

anthony soaps me up and cleans me, and this feels very submissive for him and dominant for me...very hot : ) Prior to our getting into the shower, I had set the stage for our D/s shower by sitting on the toilet, urinating, and feeding anthony the urine from my fingertips which was mixed with all of my pussy juices from our lovemaking. anthony seemed to find this quite pleasurable and tasty : )

The night before we had been discussing ways to make my urine more palatable for anthony, and how we could manage for him to drink some every day. Most of our readers know that we have participated in this sort of "water sport" before. Now, many of our readers may find this less than desirable, but, we have made a commitment to our readers, and each other, to keep this blog honest, and I can say, with all certainly, that we have at least done that. I for one, am very proud of both of us for that. Some of these things are not easy to discuss, and I am very proud that we are able to talk about them to each other; and then share our feelings with our readers in this open forum fashion. I think it is healthy for both of us and our relationship to have this type of outlet.

anthony finds drinking my urine a very submissive act, and desires more of it, to be more submissive to me in this way, and it excites him very much. So we are working on a plan to make that happen. We will keep our readers posted on that.

We finish up in the shower, and we are running a little behind now, but with good reason : ) We both haul ass to get ready and out the door and meet our friends.

We make it, just a few minutes late! And have a lovely, enjoyable evening with D and g. They have gotten married and become very young grandparents since we saw them last : ) They look relaxed and happy : ) g has had some health issues, but looks wonderful, and they both appear to be thriving in their love for each other. It makes me happy, and I was so glad I went. The conversation was lively and enjoyable, and we were busy catching up and the time just flew by. Eventually, anthony and I had to call an end to the evening to pick up his oldest from her mother's. It was really such a nice evening : )

We had a nice drive home, talking about what a nice evening we had, and anthony picked up his oldest, and a friend of hers to spend the night. Her friend is a wonderful girl that we both like very much, and we were happy to see her. I will take the girls to lunch tomorrow; and anthony's oldest bought me a little present on their trip to Target that night. I know it sounds stupid, but they were little holiday hand towels; she and I had picked up some for Halloween a few months ago, and tonight, with her friend, she picked out some for us, and the house, for Christmas :) It sounds really silly, but those dumb little hand towels almost made me cry : ) As crazy as that kid makes me; and she does make me crazy sometimes, I love her; and obviously she was thinking about me while her Dad and I were out tonight. Good stuff.

So, Sunday, although a very different day, ended up really, really good : )

Best wishes for a great week for all next week! More hot tales to cum!

-D