Wonderful Weekend

What a great, relaxing weekend, and most needed by pet and I.

What did we do? A big lot of nothing really, lol. We watched a lot of movies, had a lot of sex, and we ate a lot of food.

Eat, sleep, fuck, eat, sleep, fuck, eat, sleep, fuck.

Does is get any better than meeting your basic needs? I dont think so : )

I came so much, I lost count, and I came hard several times today, and hope to cum more later! pet has promised me some more of my cock later. I walked around naked alot this weekend. pet gets pretty cold, so he did not walk around naked quite as much, but that was ok, he looks amazing. He has lost some weight, again, and looks soooo good. I want to fuck, fuck, fuck him all the time!

pet has not seemed as interested in me as I am in him right now, but this morning was hot and he seemed very interested! He almost tried to sit on my face and make me take the cock in my mouth...which most would consider too forward for a sub, but I thought I enjoyed the aggression a bit, and it was nice to feel his desire for me.

We have had such a hard time of it lately that I think some of his desire has subsided for me. Sometimes I am very concerned about it, but he assures me that nothing is wrong, and my cock does still get hard for me, so that is good. I am still a little worried, but as long as he assures me all is well, I will take his word for it.

My office move puts me close to pet's office, we are only about 2 blocks apart during the day now. And I am getting a little concerned that we are spending a little too much time together. Not for me, I would spend all my time with him if I could : ) But, pet gets almost NO time to himself, ever, either the kids or I are always with him, so I get concerned that he does not get any time to himself, and he will not ask for any : (

On Friday, we went to lunch at one of the places we went when we were first dating. Which I thought, mistakenly, would be a great walk down memory lane for us. Instead, it just poked at memories of a happier, less-stressful time, unfortunately. When we first started to date, as with most couples, it was new, hot, fresh, sex and laughter all the time. Then, as time goes on, you get more involved in each other's lives, things get stressful, and pet and I have had a tough few months. The last year or so had been pretty rough, and we are just starting to come out of it I think. We have had so many challenges.

I remember in the beginning that pet used to smile at me all the time. He looked so happy then. He would put his arm around me, walk down the street, and smile at me as we walked and talked. I am not exactly sure what happened to all that, but I know that it is not the same. I think just too much has happened. I would love to get that back, see him happy again like that, but I am not sure how to do that.

Sometimes I think that moving in together was a mistake, he just does not seem happy. Not because I moved in, but just in general. When we first started to date, he seemed very happy to be with me when we were together and very happy to see me. I am a worrier by nature, and perhaps I am worrying needlessly. Oh well, I love him, and that is all I know.

We have had a wonderful weekend. Spending good time together, doing a few house projects, and just being together. I love that we were able to spend this time together, and I have missed spending this kind of time with him.

I hope that this is a sign of more of this type of weekend together to come. Hopefully things will be getting easier for us financially in the next few months; and that will make a huge difference for us I know.

Hope all had a great weekend-

-D